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♥ Tuesday, January 30, 2007
death
darn.
until now i couldnt accept the fact that she's gone
she's supposed to release an album soon and she wants to get married at 30
now it's all useless to say.
currently watching news and it's all about her
cannot help but cry (i dont want to.)
every time i stop there's more news about her;
ARGH.
gary cao ge will still be writing the song he owed her for her first debut album
everyone will so miss her !
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recently there's so many tragedies
every darn channels i turn to;
i will see something that triggers my tears
SIGH.
life's so so unfair
i never expected death could affect me so badly
maybe im all experienced about meeting death from sickness and pain
but im not prepared to hear any from accidents
this is all so sudden !
im not as brave as i thought......
loved; 12:36 PM
♥ Monday, January 29, 2007
THIS IS A TRIBUTE TO BEATRICE HSU.
BEATRICE HSU WEI LUN passed away yesterday evening.
it was so sudden that i couldnt believe it either !
in case you dont know what happened;
she met into a car accident three days ago
and her artiste caretaker was the one driving her mini cooper.
the caretaker happened to be transferred to a normal ward in the very first day;
yet beatrice hsu was in coma for two whole days before she left.
it was such a pity because she was so young and a very promising actress
my friend said "she had left this world and returned to heaven as an angel"
yes; she was said to be like an angel
and it'll be good if she left all the sufferings.
she was supposed to be filming a take of her new idol drama the very next day;
one that showed her being pushed into the hospital and now it all became reality.
but actually whose fault was it?
was it because she didnt had a safety belt on? (it was suspected so)
or the caretaker's faulty driving? (other celebrities thought so)
or the faulty mini cooper airbags? (out of six; only two came out and the crucial one that could save her life was not working)
whatever it is; i hope she's well in the other world
and everyone would miss her dearly.
even myself ("v")
BEATRICE HSU; rest in peace (:
loved; 9:55 AM
♥ Sunday, January 28, 2007
busy busy busy
resting at home because i aint in my best condition
worked on friday (job training) in a totally new environment
legs were aching big time but luckily i have my own ways
immediately the next morning all the pains are gone (x
the job was aight just that i have to stand and serve all kinds of people
met a new friend and we happened to have many friends in common
what a small small world !
customers are of all nationalities and i think i used all i have learnt since kindergarten x.x
there's obviously singaporeans, indians, caucasians, shanghai-nese, taiwanese, japanese, indonesians and a couple of other races i dont know)
mostly were nice except for a few
one who made me climb ladder and said she didnt want the thing anymore
one who made me choose some "perfect looking" ornaments out of a big pile
one who made me test almost all the electronic ornaments
but it was okay;
nothing that could pissed me off
hopefully i'll be working with the same people (:
official date and place 1 feb - taka sq
i've been so busy that i neglected xm =/
he's been in singapore for a few days and probably left a few hours ago
but i didnt bring him around;
argh !
sorry dear; you know i dont mean it (:
LOL.
i was so afraid evan would strangle me when i did so cos he's in the middle of projects !
everyone's busy these days and holidays (for them) are nearing.
let us celebrate !
ever irreplacable;
loved; 11:56 AM
♥ Thursday, January 25, 2007
what else can i say?
YES, im done and over with that freak thing !
blocked and deleted ; FOR GOOD.
who did he think he was?!
he would be someone really better if he hadnt done THAT.
shameless creature, i must say.
fortunately, yxp wasnt in the mood to bother about him;
so he was saved.
yxp was too busy with handling his studies for the upcoming examinations (:
GOOD LUCK BOY !
walked till i dropped today;
and now my legs are aching big time.
bought stuffs, hopefully making full good use of them :D
these days will be really uptight.
tomorrow; XM big arrival !
friday; nanyang polytechnic open house and job training.
saturday; she's concert with guest appearance - fahrenheit (none of my business !)
but well xm will be there full time, too bad i wouldnt see it =/
im gonna cope it ; YES.
bboy929 and pinkie530 will be the id for urls you would go check up;
IF you're thinking who are the people i've been mentioning
(you'll figure the urls out yourself, i know you're smart !)
i lost someone but i gained another; was this all fair and square?
loved; 12:02 AM
♥ Tuesday, January 23, 2007
crazy world i dont belong;
the freak still wouldnt come online; DARN.
but the real one gave me his msn (:
and he's wayyyy much better than that ass !
if he comes online; both of will seriously give him a darn hard time (x
do not forget that im a truly scorpio HAH.
work; i dont know what i'll be doing there =/
will i die of boredom or work till i drop?
argh.
this seriously suck big time !
but when alicia told me the longest day she's having on her schedule
mine become extremely small case;
SIGH.
my mom's MAD !
she's been craving for food and buying lots of junk food.
i dont mind her turning doubly fat but why do i have to suffer with her ?
what's happening to my world ?
everyone's not in their right mind !
got my lenses yesterday and spectacles tomorrow
what crap !
i suck at it but whatever :DD
oh and one last thing ;
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO LEGO !
(okay i meant lee kuoi LOL)
loved; 4:19 PM
♥ Monday, January 22, 2007
contradiction
that was the worst kind of shit i could ever get !
the whole damn thing was a big fat ugly lie.
YOU better come online as soon as possible and tell me the whole truth;
before i make a really big fuss out of it !
maybe this could be a blessing in disguise;
im getting to know the real one (:
yes, the crap thing, once everything's settled;
GET OUT OF MY SIGHT :DD
going to work soon, official date - 31st january.
people can drop by and say hi, i'll be at taka square, opposite U2.
let's hope i dont look pathetic !
poor thing, i dont get to be with mr wee, LOL.
sweet talkings with xm and PRINCE ^^
im SUPER happy.
yes, xm is coming to singapore but i'll still miss out on him.
and prince is so hard at work plus studies, that i dont get to see him even online.
BANG BANG TANG shall go on strong !
i know at this point, their singings are still not up there.
but work hard and stay strong (:
deleting many and adding new people for links;
especially for the lovely faces !
if you're like lovesick or you just simply love handsome dudes and pretty laydees;
then you might want to look out for my friends there.
how can i love you again without knowing if it's for real?
loved; 11:44 PM
♥ Friday, January 19, 2007
dont give me shite !
this week is seriously horrendous and there's two more days of suffer !
it's only the start of 2007 and im experiencing the most unlucky week EVER.
every slightest thing has to be somewhat unlucky;
oh darn.
and today one GREAT freak pissed me off early morning !
yes; he's the start of unluckiness for the day.
how jinx-ed x.x
THANKS TO ELISEUS TAN RI-EN ! (see i made you infamous)
totally spoil my day
he and his STUPID LAN;
what's so fun about that freaking thing ?
but still sincerely thank you;
you made me work out one full page of lyrics !
i never worked so hard.
dont come apologising;
you dont know who you messed with.
dont think you can get away with one "sorry" after you give me hell !
you're one lucky soul i dont use vulgarities right here.
but still; screw you.
ngee ann polytechnic was okay (:
at least it didnt spoil my impression or letting it drop from first choice to second.
hoping it'll be my future school :DD
currently life should be on music !
songs writing and singing (x
oh yes; ngee ann polytechnic has many many non-talented singers and dancers
please dont screech in my ears anymore ):
loved; 5:36 PM
♥ Monday, January 15, 2007
changes with time;
feeling extremely tired today =/
guess i didnt sleep well ; all the weird dreams
hrm.
went for the job interview today and got it :DD
hopefully i'll be working with mr edmund wee (fingers crossed again)
and it's located at taka sq but currently no idea what i would be doing there
LOL.
drop by if you want to say hello
i'll be so glad for someone's company (:
was so bored yesterday and search "beatty" in youtube.
saw many stupid things like choir camp 2006 (without us ; the seniors)
also saw beatty superstar (the one featuring the girls singing gei wo ni de ai)
not forgetting the awesome videos of a couple of classes done for graduation day last year (:
but all the videos were kind of crappy.
still had no idea which exact course i would want to enter
and i dont think i would know what i want UNTIL i finally see the results X)
let's hope it'll be good ; good enough for me to pick any course im considering for.
let it be at least a 15 ! (i was hoping for something better though)
PUH-LEASE.
im missing soooo many people =/
the things we did and the times we spent.
but they'll never come back;
however it's good i once had them and now kept as memories !
top three people i miss - livia / xm / guanyu(lin)
HAHA.
i miss the crappy days i have with livia sutrisno;
good thing im always lucky to meet her online :DD
miss xm too but didnt dare look for him
was too afraid he'll affect my mood or vice versa
SIGH.
and soooo miss my DA SHA GUA - guanyu !
but sad thing he usually comes online late when i feel like sleeping
i love him no lesser though xD
life can never stay the same;
loved; 10:13 PM
♥ Saturday, January 13, 2007
CRAZY day.
woke up really really early today.
went back to beatty to see the cca orientation which wasted our time =/
but who to blame?
we brought it upon ourselves.
still, it's good we get to meet again (:
mr singh was such an idiot by not letting us in;
and ms petrina wong aint any better !
she only let one of us in (when there's charmaine, xuli and me)
however, she helped the other ex-choristers in, what an ass !
good thing, mr singh suddenly gets the good mood and let me and char in.
IM SUPER HAPPY IM OUT OF THAT DAMN SCHOOL.
republic polytechnic NEVER will be my school (fingers crossed.)
see this rendall?
went for the open house with shunli and eliseus and met that crapper there.
shunli actually ganged up with rendall against me !
how long did they know each other, my gosh. (they just met today)
and stupid rendall keep whacking me, you're gonna get it back !
i MIGHT have to work for a couple of weeks soon (:
good, it's still money im getting no matter how much.
that is, if i get the job, hah
see how things go :DD
loved; 9:16 PM
♥ Thursday, January 11, 2007
you, you and you.
been wondering just WHO are the people that viewed my blog?
my post can never be interesting at all.
so who are 10-20 souls who appears at my blog?
no one? that's unless my counter has gone bonkers.
realised people have not been as honest as they seem.
you, yes you.
if you've been saying something and doing the other way round
better stop it before someone finds out.
(or i should say, probably the person found out but is waiting for a confession and explanation)
remember, DONT ACT DUMB AND INNOCENT.
every time i say "you";
there's so many people who ponder whether it was refering to themselves.
LOL.
so they're all guilty parties huh?
even if "you" didnt say although "you" thought i was talking about it,
but i can know it.
so i always say, if you think im talking about you, then it IS you.
and again, YOU.
you have a sucky boyfriend, no matter how great you thought he was
or how well others have commented about it.
anyway, i shall be waiting to hear what you have to say when something happens.
not a curse, but i'll just wait (:
stop being lovesick and be down to earth; this aint fairytale.
i just hope life will be better than it used to be...
loved; 10:38 PM
♥ Wednesday, January 10, 2007
yes, this is LIFE.
im back for the second time today.
previously was a happy episode now it's a dramatic change.
i'll stick to posting since xm is still grieving over matters and i dont want to bother him
also, the important people are currently not in sight.
not that this is a big matter, but still it affects my mood.
yes, it's something that happens since im in secondary
like something i should already get used to.
i learn not to be overjoyed over some matters
what it seem doesnt mean what it is.
it may look like something in your favour on the surface
but you wouldnt know what lies beneath before it erupts.
i need no consolation, they are serious craps to me !
and i want to repeat, im disappointed not mad.
i've expected it to happen anyway since the start of them.
yes, an event that will happen someday sometime.
so i made my move;
i give in or rathe i give up.
good thing i've thought of this happening
so im not all so hurt, see i've EXPECTED.
okay im done with this, PERIOD.
let's hope guanyu saves me quick !
sometimes people dont agree with you;
that there's more to the love between two persons.
loved; 11:05 PM
♥
THINGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY;
feeling much much better today (:
fingers crossed; hope my throat recovers real soon !
today wasnt idol drama watching
but i stockpile more songs into my playlist (not the blog)
added in many new released albums and really old ones.
it took me about two hours ! (FYI : im usually quite fast)
think i need to do it more often; im a little behind time
STILL; DO NOT ASK ME TO SEND YOU SONGS
(especially you know that we arent really friends)
latest favourite - STANLEY HUANG !
yes he's new album rocks big time :DD
i'll probably add his songs into my blog playlist when i have time
but for my own playlist; i've added his brand new songs and the old ones.
his songs are just as HOT as him (:
havent been talking much with the old people =/
LOL.
but da da da sha gua - lin guan yu have been really crappy =="
in just a 10 minute conversation he can talk so much craps;
that i go ==" at least 10 times (which makes it one per minute !)
but he amused me alot; thats why I LOVE HIM.
(no. that's what of the many many reasons !)
im still a happy girl; sha la la
loved; 7:26 PM
♥ Tuesday, January 09, 2007
yes, LOVE.
im OKAY !
uh, maybe not totally.
im still SICK physically =x
my throat has yet recovered because i couldnt control myself;
i want so badly to sing.
now i prove rendall that i can still recover without doctor and pills (:
thanks to all who are concern and want me to go to see a doctor.
but im fine, dont worry.
i MUST recover, i want to sing and dance AGAIN.
at least, im fine mentally :DD
now i've let everything down.
i sooooo LOVE guanyu (lin) !
havent been talking to him for a long time after he went for national service.
thanks for being by my side, what a wonderful friend.
yes im the XIAO SHA GUA (and i dont mind)
im missing many people these days.
let's hope there's a possible gathering soon (:
at least, i think im going to meet the girls soon !
fingers crossed, let it happen.
i like that sentence;
ji de, wo shi ni de, ni shi wo de ("v")
i still have so many out there that i can LOVE.
loved; 12:30 AM
♥ Friday, January 05, 2007
driven crazy
fell REALLY sick today =/
this is the thing i hated the most !
now im seriously down with bad flu
my throat's all stucked with phlegm, my head's spinning and my nose's running
i hate you, flu bug !
but who cares?
i still go on singing and dancing
nobody cares if my voice cracked or my head hurt
i am still me, i go on in what i believe most
and that's the only thing which nobody can breaks me down (:
yes, changed the first song played on blog
it's called till the end; one of my all-time favourites
one day, i hope someone could sing that to me
or rather i sing that to somebody :DD
(but definitely not in the near future)
found myself so used to the independent life
i no longer yearn for anyone to lean on
people changed as time; they adapt to the environment really fast (:
it'll stay this way until mr right appears before me
im locked deep in my own dungeon
loved; 10:11 PM
♥ Wednesday, January 03, 2007
what im without
finally, i fell sick x.x
i need sleep, sleep and MORE sleep !
have been out of house almost every day =/
and all i want is rest.
finished watching bie ai wo by hu ge (li xiao yao of xian jian qi xia zhuan / dong yong of tian wai fei xian) and vivian hsu ^^
people might think it's a sad ending but to me, it's not.
watch it and you might understand what i mean
it's just beautiful (:
recently i've been wondering if love luck has been on my side.
but i realise it always come quietly, just at the moment i least expected it
slowly, im slowly forgetting the feeling...
however in the other hand, im afraid to face it
i've seen how love changes some and hurts others
how it makes some happy and others sad
it's all so complicated that i rather let it pass me by
love remains nothing to me right now......
life without love ; without you
loved; 7:31 PM
♥ Monday, January 01, 2007
the brand new start (:
just reached home from shunli's house -.-zzZZ!
yesterday's barbecue - cum - movie was fun (:
most people turned up, FINALLY.
(charmaine / shunli / guankai / guanyu / nicholas / harris / lauren / jeffrey / logen / zean / shixuan / michelle / liying / jerrold / eliza / zhiwei / james / garett / kaivearn)
thanks to these wonderful people !
most guys had played drinking games and were really high plus RED.
indeed, they looked like bamboons' buttocks ! xP
and we kept playing daidee and cheat, tsktsk
(still playing this morning......)
i hardly got any sleep although i kept my eyes shut for about two hours ==
most people were still hyper active that it's rather hard to get some good sleep (x
but nevermind, we hardly get to do that with sooooo many people together !
HAPPY 2007 once again ! :DD
loved; 10:12 AM
